Friday, September 01, 2006
A Little Girl Talk...Goes along way
Funny how a little girl talk can make things feel better. Went out for coffee last night with Jess. And we talked about everything and nothing. It was great. But its funny as we were talking I noticed something. Everything was fine.
We had started talking about people we lost. And it hit me.. It did not hurt anymore. Talking about my mom,Pat or my Aunt Nora's deaths ... None of them hurt talking about it. I have got to that point. They said I would, but I never believed it. But it happened. Not that I'm over that fact any of them died but I can talk about it with out crying. I can even listen to her song with out breaking down.
I can remember a time when I hated this song.. Not hated as OMG that is a bad song. But as it hurts everytime I hear it. Now I listen and I remember all the good things I did with my mom. How strange is that.
Funny how feelings like that come out of having coffee.
It also depends on who your talking to. And if you trust them with your feelings. (as I do jess)
Life is funny how it comes full circle.
We had started talking about people we lost. And it hit me.. It did not hurt anymore. Talking about my mom,Pat or my Aunt Nora's deaths ... None of them hurt talking about it. I have got to that point. They said I would, but I never believed it. But it happened. Not that I'm over that fact any of them died but I can talk about it with out crying. I can even listen to her song with out breaking down.
I can remember a time when I hated this song.. Not hated as OMG that is a bad song. But as it hurts everytime I hear it. Now I listen and I remember all the good things I did with my mom. How strange is that.
Funny how feelings like that come out of having coffee.
It also depends on who your talking to. And if you trust them with your feelings. (as I do jess)
Life is funny how it comes full circle.
// posted by Crazy Mother Madness @ 9/01/2006 
